Daisies.

I really love it when someone does/says/writes something that SCREAMS them. That's simply it.
Like:
When Jordan blogged "i wish gas was free." That made me smile so big because that's totally something she would say X)
When Jeniffer said "I wanna fall asleep holding your hand." <33 (:.
When Katie said "if you name your kid that.. i'll buy you a cat. Named parmazan." XD
When Lexie said "adjectives!" After the Owl City concert. SO.SPANKIN.CUTE.
When Brittney wrote "STABIFIES YOU" on Adrienne's wall.
When Mary winks at me. x)
When Jessica Anderson laughs mockingly.
When Emily makes her surprised face X)
When Brooklyn tweeted: "When in doubt: GET NAKED." XD
When Thomas said "OHMYGOSH. THEY JUST LIED IN CHURCH. THEY SAID THEY WERE FROM KANSAS. KANSAS ISN'T REAL. IT'S MADE UP. FROM THE WIZARD OF OZ."
When Brian calls me mom.
When Jay asks permission to like a girl.
When Ashlynne said "With a personality like this.. who needs pants?"
When Alex says "dis is mah beest fren."
When Kimberly asks me & Dani if we're buying Flowers and Kit-Kats when we visit her at Wal*Mart :')
When Emily calls me "dandelion."
When Peter "dances." X)
WHEN ADRIENNE POSTED "I need to talk to the clouds." :'))
When Thomas asked me if he could follow me around.
WHEN LIZ TWEETS ABOUT LUKE.
When Aspen says "you boo-hoo berry."
When Emma uses her dumb voice. :)
When Jordan said "SAY YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT A BOY IS!" That's my favorite. (x

Brick by Boring Brick

I'm done kissing up to you, telling you i'm sorry, begging for your forgivness. I'm through with feeling guilty and broken because of all the pain "iiiiii" caused you. Because now i realize, you asked for it.

But instead, i'll fight back. I'll fight back with every shallow, coldhearted, inconsiderate word you throw at me.
"I'll make your life hell because of them." Sure, fine, ok. But i'm just as capable of doing it in return, too.

I'm Sorry-ology. Forgive Me-ology.

Sorry can be a beautifully exquisit word.
It makes you Vulnerable, yet it shows your senceritiy.
I'm sorry my best isn't good enough. I'm sorry i am who i am. I'm sorry that i'm not what you expected me to be. I'm sorry my greatest and most prized achievment isn't worth anything in your eyes. I'm sorry my flaws destroy instead of keep me who i am. I'm sorry my flaws aren't perfect. I'm sorry for wasting your time. I'm sorry for not understanding. I'm sorry for being a naive, dumb disgrace.

Forgive me for being a dissappointment. Forgive me.
As soon as i can, i'll leave you alone. All i ask of you is to remember that other lives depend on you. Don't do anything stupid. I'll wish you happiness for all the times i shamed you.
Forgive me, i'll try not to be too much like myself anymore.

Lipgloss

(I meant to post this liiiike.. 3 months ago. Oops. ^_^)
Last night, around 1in the morning, Lexie and I talked about things we thought about this whole week. 
And it made me really think of how other people make you who you are and who you aren't. People you love and care about will inspire you to be more spontaneous and express yourself more. 
But then people who are 'popular' and who carry themselves in a way that seems more superior then everyone else will encourage you to HANG ON TO who you really are.
What IS popular? I don't think it means that everyone knows you, I think it means that your friends know so much about you. I think it would suck to be 'popular.' Because everyone would know your mistakes, your struggles, your insecurities. 
And people who have never met you, would ONLY know the negative things about you. Never giving you a TRUE pure chance of friendship. I don't want everyone to know my mistakes and struggles. I wouldn't want anyone else to tell them. And I wouldn't tell them myself unless I decided they should know about something specific. I want THEM to figure out by getting to know me and knowing how I am. Then they decide if my insecurities are too much for them, or make me more of who I am.